Tuesday, December 19
Tuesday, December 5
or something.
so she's lazy to go mv.
after awhile, she changed her mind :)
so the plan was on.
changed to TOP white tee with a brown skirt.
hop into my pink levis shoe (:
off i go mv without makeups.
i was rushing.
daddy's fault!
i threw my nailpolish, eyeliners, lipgloss and my shade
into my glittered big bag (:
went to the ladies dressing room,
sat there, wanting everyone to leave,
but two malay bitches was changing their kurungs to speggets?
please, dont leave your house with your speggets in your bag if
your mummy dont let you wear them (:
just stick with your kurungs alrite?
so i decided to cockstare them,
stared at their reflection in the mirror.
gee.... they look so.. slutty with speggets.
then, i went to the baby's room.
there's a couch there with a direct aircond.
i sat there and almost fell asleep.
put eyeliner (: shined my nails (:
the janitor suddenly open the curtains,
i smiled to her while *blushing*
haha but im done!
Ykit was in mv too.
so we talked in jusco =
munz, yenz and myra was eating in foodjunction.
so i talked to him first since i dont eat.
met up with them after awhile.
Ykit ate in foodjunction then.
as for the girls, we went holding hands (:
walked to jusco family arcde thingy
to take photo stickers.
rm15 (: picture perfect.
we went HIGH everywhere.
we even used jusco's kitchen scissors to cut our stickers =after that, went to the christmas tree.
took pics (:
yenz! i want the pics! (:
called Ykit to meet up again,
to take pictures for us,
plus he was having my phone.
(: cheese ...

after that, munz and yenz went back.
left me and myra (:
so we went arcade.
Ykit came then.
played rock fever, that paradance thing and daytona.. (is that the name?)
raced with Ykit, he got 1st.
i got 37th. fine! i suck.
PUI YEE, you suck in driving (:
while playing para wtv thing, myra left.
so Ykit and i played rock fever.
first round i won, the rest, he went all the way up.
You Won!.. hate it when people dont say it to me (:
hahahhaa.
after that, walked around.
Ykit's friend was there.
sorry man, i forgot his name.
(:
so we walked around with him,
walk walk walk.
then we entered adidas (:
man, its so fun to talk about this.
so...
a guy who really look like BENJI,
seriously, benji, that's your twin brother?lol.
fine, benji is hot and gabriel(his name) too.
see benji?lol. i said it in my blog (:
yeah, him.
he's funny.
he was looking fine when he chatted friendly with YKit until
he acted gayish =he told Ykit,
"by the way, im gay. i dont have a girlfriend and i think you're hot"- gabriel.
oh man, i laughed non stop after hearing that.
and Ykit blushed (:
hahahhaa. this is so funny.
and benji, you should see your twin brother =
we walk pass derrick and team to see alex.
instead, i saw chris.
he recoqnised me. my sister's fault.
she was making a big fuss there few days ago.
she dragged me there to show him my hair the other day (:
she thinks mine is nicer. chris think so too.
then, visited chuifoong.
i paid my debt (: rm15.lol
after that, Ykit bought toothbrush,
i chose for him =purple. similiar to mine tho.
then walked around, sent his friend back to his mum.
took Ykit for a train ride (:
went 1u by ktm and lrt + cab.
that fella almost brought me to seremban =
we reached there at godknows what time.
met up with roy.
he passed me some dvds.
pirated la (:
went mph to online.
then ate in dragon-i.
tought Ykit to eat ell.
he dont agree with ells at first.
he made me fat =
watched the buskers.
interesting. recorded it.
but my v3x camera was lousy.
click here to watch!
saw the fullmoon. damn nice.
then he sent me home by cab (:
Sunday, December 3
where else besides derrick and team?lol.
this time, chris cut their hair.
(: my sis was bugging him until he got so tensed up.
cause he refuse to cut my sister's hair shorter.
i was walking around while they get their haircut.
went to mph with daddy.
the computers were all full =
so went out, visited chuifoong.
she was busy.
then, bought pretzels auntie's anne.
chocolate mint and sourcream n' onion.
followed them to eat some western food
while i ordered iced lemon tea (:
went back home after.
Saturday, December 2
welcome back (:
met him up in midvalley.
i was an hour ++ late =/
sorry man.
so, dad dropped me there during his work break.
before that, was chatting with waihong (waikit's cousy)
he rushed me out and asked me to dress nicely -.-"
dude, its just midvalley (:
i can even wear those tee'n'shorts to there.
so grabbed my GEB sleeveless and SUB skirt.
put it on.. tada! with my all time fav footwear, flipflops =/
errrr... okay.
so, met him up in starbucks,
i poked him from the back
*pokes*
he gave a very big expression =/
he's suppose to go shopping
but end up, he bought stuff for me.
i made him find for me too after sometime.
fun huh, Ykit?
sat in jusco family arcade or whatever.
then, continue walking.
visited chui foong, my ah jie.
as usual, free drinks again. yummmm
*(what? we gave her cash, she just dont wanna accept it)
ate in sushi king with chuifoong and yuet ching.
*all the shops closed =x*
waited for a cab since Ykit cannot drive.
got into one, went to Ykit's oug house.
sneaked in the house,
with the help of waihong.
i felt like im some buglar or something.
went home around 12something.
mum couldnt find the way to the house.
have to walk to BHP instead,
with two bodyguards. cool huh? =
items bought
pig beannie.
pig zippo.
2 sasa nail polish,
(clear pink and pearl)
3 POINT 6 "an angel" tee .
bouncy christmas hat,
(its hot)
ps: im sorry if i left out any item.
thanks Ykit (:
people ask if we both are attached,
Ykit answered "we're friends with benefits" =\
"IF YOU FORCE PEOPLE, IT WILL MAKE YOU LAMER" -waihong

Wednesday, November 29
went klcc with mummy.
ate nasi kandar (;
went kinokuniya. lol
then came back.
wednesday,
got my
in derrick and team.
alex cut my hair. aww, hes HOT.
very hard to deny.
plus he thought im working
and when he got to know im only f3,
i swear you will not regret seeing him "shocked"
he thought im a

my bikinis?

both rm100+
promotion i guess.
bought gstrings too.
only rm16 each
formal and casual wear.

that pink shirt - rm 59
the cashier, i dont know how she count,
she charged me rm9 only. wtf?lol.
u know as in really rm9 only! trust me.
what a rebate. 85% discount?lol.
theres no discount for it originally.
i saved rm50! (;
the formal white shirt - rm 69
now the cashier know how to count. sheeesh.
bought the other 3/4 sleeve one, not this.
but same price.
total spent : rm 302 (;
Sunday, November 26
almost teared =(
and had everything she ever wanted.
Until one day... her life crashed.
Mom: Wake up honey. Michael's
downstairs waiting for you.
Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late!
I still need a shower and everything!
Right when she said that Michael
walked into her room smiling from ear
to ear.
Michael: No baby. You're beautiful
just like that- now come on, I'm
starving.
Sarah: Okay.
Sarah got out of bed, put on some
clothes, took his hand, and walked out
the door to his car and got in.
Sarah: Where are we going? Remember
that I have to be home by 1. I have
cheerleading practice and you have
football.
Michael: I know..
Then Sarah noticed that Michael was
really pale-looking.
Sarah: Michael are you feeling okay?
You look like you're sick..
Michael: Yeah; it's just my allergies.
Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the
doctor yet?
Michael: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They
just said to take some allergy pills
and that I'll be okay.
Sarah turned to look away from Michael.
She knew there was something wrong.
She has allergies and she doesn't look
like that.
Then he reached out and held her hand.
Sarah: Michael your hands are so cold.
I dont think you're okay tell me
what's really wrong.. do we need to go
back to the house?
Michael: I promise you baby;
everything is okay.. they told me to
go back tomorrow but I'm not going
because there's nothing wrong with me.
Sarah: Michael you need to go! If they
told you to then there is something
wrong!
Michael let go of her hand and turned
back to the road and didn't talk to
her the rest of the way.
Sarah just looked at him.
They finally pullled up to the
resturaunt and ate breakfast.
Michael: Did you bring your
cheerleading stuff or do we have to go
back to your house to get it?
Sarah: I have it.. do you really think
you should go to football practice
like that ?
Michael: Yes Sarah. I'm fine.
Sarah: If you say so..
Michael: Sarah, baby, would I lie to
you?
Sarah: No...
They got back in the car and went to
the field.
They got out and started practice.
Sarah was practicing a new cheer, but
then out of no where she heard a boy
yell,
"HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911!
HELP COACH!"
Right when she heard that she turned
around and saw Michael on the ground
just laying there, not moving.
She ran to him but her dad pushed her
back.
Dad: No honey. You shouldn't be right
here.
Sarah started to cry.
Sarah: Daddy. What happened? Is he
okay?
Dad: Honey. Please just go back with
your coach.
Sarah walked back and sat on the bench
with her head in her hands while an
ambulance came and took him away.
She got in the car with her dad and
they went to the hospital.
When they got there his mom was
already there and talking to the
doctor.
They walked over and listened...
Doctor: You may want to sit down for
this.
Michaels Mom: Is he okay?
Doctor: Ma'am.. your son has lukiemia.
We can put him on treatments, but he
might not make it because the cancer
has already spread too much.
Sarah was shocked and began to cry on
here dads shoulder.
Michaels Mom: Treatments?
Doctor: Well the treatments would
cause hair loss... but it will help
slow the cancer down.
Michaels Mom: But he's certain to die?
Doctor: Yes.. but we have had this
surgery to clear out the clogs.. but
it's possible that he will not make it.
Michaels Mom: I will have to talk to
him about this. Can we see him now?
Doctor: Yes. One at a time though.
Michaels mom looked over at Sarah and
hugged her tight she knew that Sarah
loved him with all her heart.
Michaels Mom: You go first sweetheart.
Sarah: Are you sure?
Michael's Mom: Yes honey.
Sarah walked slowly to his room and
turned the knob.
She just stood there, looking at him
lying there weak.
He was so pale and he had tubes
surrounding him.
It was painful for her to look at him.
Michael looked at her and weakly
smiled at her.
She went over and kneeled down beside
him.
Michael: Did they already tell you?
Sarah: Yes...
Michael: I'm sorry Sarah. I didn't
want you to find out like this.
Sarah: It's okay; I understand Michael.
Michael: Baby I love you so much.
Michael reached up and slowly ran his
fingers through her hair.
Sarah: I love you too Michael. With
all my heart.. and I will be here for
you 'till the end.
Michael: Im going to be okay Sarah.
The nurse walked in with Michaels mom.
Nurse: Its her turn now.
Michael looked at Sarah.
Michael: Bye baby.
Sarah: Bye.
Sarah kneeled down and softly kissed
his cold lips.
Months went by and Michael lost his
hair, but they were still deeply in
love and Sarah was by him everyday.
Michael was getting worse to where he
couldn't even play football, and the
championship game was coming up.
Michael was sitting on Sarah's porch
with her and her dad.
Michael: Coach.. I wanna play tomorrow.
Dad: Michael I know you do.. but I
can't let you do that.. you'll get
hurt.
Michael: No, coach. Please. This might
be the last time on the field for me.
I want to be able to play one more
time.
Dad looked at Michael and then at
Sarah.
Sarah nodded her head.
Dad: You're a strong boy, Michael, and
very brave. I think we can do this.
Michael: Thank you so much coach.
Sarahs dad nodded his head.
Dad: So what are you two doing tonight?
Michael: I wanna show Sarah something
if that's okay.
Dad: Of course; you two be careful.
Michael took Sarah's hand and lead her
to his car.
It was completely dark outside when
they pulled up to the football field.
Sarah: What are we doing here?
Michael: Follow me.
Michael grabbed a blanket and laid it
down onto the field.
They both laid there looking at the
stars.
Sarah: This is so beautiful.
Michael: I do this often. I wanted to
show you the place I love.
Sarah: Do you remember the flowers you
gave me on our very first date?
Michael: Sure I do; I gave you
lillies; your favorite.
Sarah: Yeah... I'll never forget that
day.
Michael: I want you to always remember
something Sarah.
Sarah: What is it?
Michael: I will always be with you..
and I will always love you.. you're my
one and only..
Sarah started tearing.
Sarah: I love you so much, Michael.
Michael: And I also want you to be
happy.. I want you to marry someone,
have kids, make a family, just live a
happy life for me.
Sarah: No. I will never marry anyone..
im marrying you Michael
Michael: Just don't forget what I told
you.
Michael leaned in and kissed her.
She pushed him off and jumped up
Sarah: You still think you can catch
me?
Michael: Oh yeah. I'm stronger than I
look.
Sarah: Then come get me.
Michael stood up and chaised her
around the football feild until he
finally caught her.
He laid on top of her and put her
hands behind her back and held her
there so she couldn't move.
Then it started to rain and they were
getting soaked but they didn't care.
Michael looked deep into her eyes.
Michael: Who's the weak one now huh?
Sarah: Me (she giggled)
Michael: Remember what you told me
that night when we were at dinner?
Sarah: No.. what?
Michael: You have always wanted to
kiss in the rain with the one you love.
Sarah: Yeah?
Michael: Well your wish is my comand.
Michael leaned down and kissed her
deeply.
He pulled away.
Michael: You're so beautiful.
Sarah: You're such a good kisser. (she
laughed.. so did he)
Michael: I better get you home.
They got into the car and went home.
It was hard for them to sleep that
night but they did.
It was finally the big day and they
were all at the football field.
Michael had on all his football gear,
and Sarah was ready to cheer him on.
The game began.
The crowd was going wild for Michael
while Sarah was cheering her heart out
for him.
The score was 36 to 36.
All they had to do was make one more
point and they would win.
Michael had the ball and ran with all
he had to the touchdown line and threw
the ball down.
He had made a touch down!
Everyone was cheering.
They had won the game!
But for Michael.. he may have lost his
life.
He fell to the ground trying to catch
his breath.
Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over
him.
He looked up at her gasping for breath.
Everyone was heading to field.
Her dad stood infront of them.
Dad: Back away.. give them a moment
please.. that's my daughter's love.
Michael gently raised his hand and
whiped her tears away.
Sarah: Don't die Michael.. I need
you.. I love you..
Michael: I told you this was my dream
to win the championship.. to be in the
big game.. to die on this feild.. I
made history.
Sarah leaned down and kissed him,
knowing this was the last she would
ever kiss him, the last time she would
ever talk to him.
She had so much to say but had no time
to say it.
Michael: I love you baby. Tell Mom I
love her too.. and tell coach thank
you.
Sarah: I love you Michael. I love you
so much.
Michael: I'll wait for you.....
Michael's hand dropped and he let go.
He died that night on the football
feild.
Sarah cried for 2 months straight.
Sarah was lying on her bed when her
dad walked in.
Dad: Honey, it's been 2 months. Please
get up. He would want you to have fun
and be happy.
Sarah: I know..
Dad: Guess what.
Sarah: What?
Dad: They are building a new stadium.
Isn't that great honey? Come on, I
want you to come with me before they
tear the old one down.
Sarah got up and went with her dad to
the field.
They climbed to the top of the
bleachers and looked down.
Sarah: It's like it was just
yesterday. He was out there throwing
the football, making that touchdown.
Her dad wrapped his arms around her
and she began to cry.
Dad: I know baby., I know.
Then Sarah noticed something on the
feild.
Sarah: Whats that daddy? Look. (Sarah
pointed to the field)
Dad: Look like some flowers are
blooming.
Sarah: Oh my gosh, daddy! Stop them!
Don't let them tear this down! Please!
Michael planted me something.
Her dad ran down there and stopped
them.
Weeks later the flowers had bloomed.
Her and her dad went to look at them.
They were lillies that
Friday, November 24
ahhhhhhhhh..... )=

the confession of my new fat body.
Notice it had been ages since id uploaded a picture of my own?
Want to know why??
Ahhhh. Cause I gained weight, again.
Im chubbier than before.
My tummy is humongous. As if im 2months pregnant. =x
I am just too afraid to stare at myself in the mirror.
Nor weigh myself!
Hahhaha! I shall cut down my meals.
Like I used to……..
Only 1 meal a day (=
Go back to my daily menu.
No meat.lol
Isnt that better? then, I wont be complaining about my weight.
But… I am addicted to food.
Maybe for the sake of not getting anyhow fatter,
I shall stop eating.
Forget about delicious food!
Forget about ice creams!
Forget about chocolates!
Forget about choco and cheese sandwiches!
Or maybe I shall eat a lot and then take some slimming pills.
Ahh-har! Hmmmmmmmm.
I shall sign up for gym, again.
Mummy! Its all your fault for cutting my membership.
Now I have to reapply.
how can I wear my bikini in such body?lol.
bikini oh bikini….
Ill be yours when I successfully get those 5kgs of fats out.


camwhoring
Tuesday, November 21
shake shake shake, shake that thing for me
i think im on chewing gums containing estacies.
im high, i love shaking my head!
wooohhuuuuu!
you should try it,
on some ganjaguru, benny bennasi or tiesto,
blast the speakers!
turn up the sound woofer,
pop any brand of chewing gum
(or anything chewy)
into your mouth,
then start shaking...
shake your head,
your hips,
everywhere!
and trust me, if you fancy dance and music,
you will get addicted to it,
in just a snap!
chewing gum.. lets get high! (=
ive learn some street dance and urban routine too.
wee wee wee.
it took me 1 whole day for 10routines.
be yourself and that's number ONE
okay.. we are really close to each other. talk almost everyday

- enough say, i dont wanna make her hate me for life

if you think im talking about you, i am just soooo sorry.
my current wishlist

- nokia n72 (pink)
- ipod nano (hotpink/green)
- ipod video
- Sony Cybershot
- psp
- play station 3
- laptop with windows vista
- fossil watch
- xbox!
- nintendo wii

to be continued..... (;
only all these, waikit. thank you!!
Monday, November 20
i love homecook food weyh!
Hmmm.
Then mummy asked me to tag along with them to mines.
So I agreed since it has been ages since id been there.
My bros gf joined us too.
Then we ate in sri kembangan or what that place called.
Walked over to south city plaza.
Actually just wanted to buy a drink,
Instead my parents asked me to show some of my stuff
in the arcade. You know, the dance mat thing or wtv.
then wanted to go bowling, but i was wearing flipflops.
no socks and then malas d. so bowling plan cancelled.
i ate two ice creams then (;
Yeah, so then, my mum said its too late to go mines.
we will probably stuck in the traffic.
So we just walked around in scp.
Walk walk walk. Saw Hidamari no Tami stuff there.
Grab something for waikit there =)
Its purple. And I got myself a poring (;
Pink wan. So cute laaa.
wanted to eat at marybrowns cause the seats are swings!
so nice!!! but then... as you know marybrown's food sucks
so, we ate dinner at sepadu.

poring (;

haha! for my guides project =D

